Is Love Blind?
I look back in my journal
To see how far I've come
I've come out of hiding
To risk a faith I've found
I look back in my journeys
Just to sense that they are gone
The depression, pain and loneliness
Can be blamed for hanging on
I'm told that I have choices
Not knowing this before
I'm used to feeling comfortable
Sometimes lower than the floor
My pain, it was familiar
I knew what to expect
My life, it was a tragedy
And that I could accept
So I look back on my record
To see how far I've grown
To feel that bondage living
For it's a comfort zone
I thought I knew what love was
I thought I was the best
Thinking love is just a thought process
Running wild with the rest
I look back on My existence
Reading who I was
And the reason I was doing things
For my motive was because
I look back on survival
To see how far I've grown
I've surrendered to a power
A power greater than my own
Now I look upon this power
And find it's full of love
And the love that I've been seeking
Is real from up above
A love that held on to me
In spite of all my lies
A love that lasts forever
Not seen by physical eyes
I can let go of this life style
With the shedding of some tears
I can let go of this bondage
In spite of all my fears
In faith I turn it over
For I did not feel whole
And I discovered there was blindness
When I let my fear be in control